What were you feelin, when you fell in love?

Here we go again...)

Моя фотография
what if i lovve new york? the only name of this city makes me think about a life like in american films...
It's not easy to be a sound. But I want to. So I am. I will.

20100101

CHANGES AND EXPLANATION)
Hi to all loud people! Recently user named Little Umbrella told me that she had some difficulties in navigating in my blog. So, I changed the "Pieces" branch. Pieces for me - comments. I mean, when i say "leave ur pieces", i mean "leave comments". Comment is someone's opinion, so it feels to me like it is someone's piece of his immense world called mind. Tags are called the LAMBs. I know, these all are the strange names, but this is my blog, so I have no lines in figuration. I hope, now, when u have clearer image of the navigation in my blog, it will be easier to comment, read my posts, interests, etc)
RRRRRRAAAAADDDDDDDDDIIIIOOOOOOOO!
i started to listen the radio. I turn the radio on when I'm in car, just because don't like to ride in the silence. but i actually don't listen to the songs(in the car). It's just like the background. But when i've got the internet access, i open my itunes and listen to the radio. My fav stations are: pop stations like Big R, Hot 97, Hit-Rock fm, myhitzradio, etc. But I also like the old music, so I love Retro fm.

Right now I'm listening to ACB radio interactive, the song of mark wilson "cry me a river" is playing right now, and i like it. Even though I can't remember the tune, it makes me relax. It's an instrumental track. Just piano. Try it, maybe u're gonna paste it in ur "relax" playlist)) sometimes this station plays country-songs or eclectic tracks which seem to be the songs of 70s or the songs which are used only in cheap karaoke CDs)))

THE QUESTION: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT the sign <3?XD for me, it doesn't even look like a heart))

20091229


LILY again)






SCARLETT



LIV



i looooove kATy perry's look. her face and shape are great!) her voice is powerful and her music is positive. i like that she uses the style of pin-up girl. it suits her perfectly. these are my favorite pictures of ms perry)

My favorite photos of famous women.
EVA
Lily
Angelina!

the rest will be in the next post)
hmmmm i've got wrong time data ........
the infinite picture reminds me of me and my friend on the waterfront...


Just yesterday I found a blog of a graphic designer, who works in a small company, making cards and toys. I loved her illustrations! her nickname is little umbrella. I had always loved to draw, but when i went at school i got only bad grades for art lessons, so my mother had to draw instead of me) i know, i didn't draw bad, the teacher just wanted the pupils to draw as well as she does, and we were 6 or 7 years old so it seemed to us impossible)
anyways, i don't draw nowadays. that teacher made me think that i draw very bad) but i've been always loving the art. the graphics. i like juan molinet's art. there are pictures of juan on the right.
but the picture from above belongs to little umbrella) i think, she should make copyrights on her pictures. i hope, you won't judge me for stealing ur picture and putting it in my blog!) the piture is called INFINITE.

i wish i could do so too)) it's such a pleasure - to create what's in ur imagination!)

but i sing very well)) i think everyone's got a talent... u just should find it...

P.S. sorry for my grammatical mistakes. i just learn english)

20091228

how does it feel - to be left?
i've never been left, i'm lucky one.
but you know for what i'm not lucky? it's so trivial, but... it sucks sooo much (XD) when u realise that person you like isn't even interested in u. moreover, he doesn't notice u. because we're like people from 2 absolutely different worlds and i can't find that damn bridge to unit us... i'm not left by my beloved, because my beloved hasn't ever been with me.
so ask yourself again, who is really lucky one: the one, who's left but tasted love or the one, who isn't left but couldn't feel all beauty of love?
i think I say it too loud... LOVE. hah. i just like him. and it's such a cut and dry situation-_- do you know, what's interesting? he likes my best friend.
well, actually i think so. and it's truth, if she doesn't lie me... don't think i doubt in her honesty, but she's a great lover to change the neligible details of some stories...
sooo.
there's a guy i like (let's call him mexx), who works in mexx boutique. me n my girls met him right there when i was lookin for shirt. all girls liked him, so did I) the next day my friend came to mexx and she told me that he suggested his help, i mean, served, and then said what was his name and told her a little bit about his job. so , he did the first step. does it mean, that he likes her? i know i know, these all are not the problems at all, life is still easy, but all this deal is for the first time with me, i'd never liked someone so much, so i don't wanna miss the chance.

maybe she just changed A LITTLE BIT the story? maybe he wasn't the first to say his name? when i asked her about this she, for sure, got angry. but what can i do if i know, that she MAY overshoot?

i do envy her, if this is the truth. he didn't say anything to me, though i've been in his shop for 3 times.
deep in my mind i wanna believe that she just lied about his first step. i know her personality, she's from that girls who easily steps first.

waitin' ur pieces!)
p.s. the picture below is a shot from katy's music video 'thinking of you'

SEE YAAAAAAA)
aaaaaaand i feel clumsy for my stupid design of blog) but let it be..)
DON'T FORGET 2 ANSWER THE QUESTION!...) it's right below)
i don't have to love someone to feel the love songs...
I was thinkin about things that make life great... for me it's the little things that become something huge for you when you wanna feel the happiness. for example, song.
just a song.
just pieces of sounds and bittersweet lyrics.
right now i'm listenin' to katy perry's thinking of you.
this is an amazing song 4 me!!
the videoclip touched me so much... and the song is... can't describe.
HOW do i get better, once i've had the best?
perfect question...) i adore the special atmosphere of 30s, 40s and 50s in america. such amazing and impressive times in the world...
got no friends right now, but i will ask: what do YOU think of all things i wrote? leave ur pieces...)